Inner Thoughts 2

10/7/19

It’s the changes in the era of new generations, the

Generations changing the era

No human is perfect

We each carry our unique scars of pain and sin

We are but of flesh and blood (and bones)

With a conscience

With free will

It will not be an easy task

Our hearts and minds and souls

Do the weighing and determine through time

Whom we shall choose to be

The paths we shall choose to take

We have weaknesses

We have strengths

We are blessed with more than we can acknowledge

We can overcome if we choose to

Or we can succumb

But I tell you, take the more narrow road

Take the harder road, the road less traveled

Do not take the easy path

For it holds no valuable lessons or no strengths to gain

And though at times you might feel abandoned and forgotten and cold

It is than you will hopefully know enough to reach deep within yourself

And find that there has always been numerous doors to exit and others waiting to help you out and restart

For it is never ever too late

Unless “too late” beats you to the finish line… and that my child might be the end to this one gift; this journey called life

We can fight through the hardest most difficult times but at some point we will need each other and “needing” each other is a strength we need to accept.

aydj

10/08/19

As the river starts to dry out

The rain shall refurbish it

As the ocean waves start to retreat

My tears will fall upon the ocean

I can not stop my tears

They continue to fall

aydj

Inner Thoughts

9/2319

Ominous auras surround the clouds

A makeshift rainbow in the sky

Waves of mist come looming down

Clouded thoughts, clouding my sight

Ten thousand pieces to a puzzle

Testing my ingenuity I’m mystified

Answers are near yet they elude me

Dreamscapes within a raging storm, as I

Embrace the calmness in the eye of chaos

I will extract every meaning

And I will remain

as I contemplate

aydj

9/24/19

There are times when I close my eyes

And colors of the universe come to sight

(It’s never what it seems to be, full of viilvid colors and wondrous secrets)

And than some times when I dream

A black hole swallows me by surprise

Do I think it is all but a vivid imagery

Could it all be an illusion intensified

My instincts tell me otherwise

Can I endure the darkness in my mind?

aydj

9/26/19

The universe, it expands (infinitely) for infinity

Take a closer look, since you seem to know more than all books bound together.

Tell me now, is it me or is it my intuition

Humor me, tell me I might just have some insight

No no no, the world is not what it seems

It’s just a movie rolling past us, one frame at a single time

Pay attention or you might not catch a glimpse of what is hidden in between

-In between each frame

A never ending carousel

—-to be cont’d

aydj

9/29/19

My mind wandered off as I looked at the picturesque skies

Drifting in and out of a magnificent illusion

aydj

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Ominous auras surround the clouds

A makeshift rainbow in the sky

Waves of mist come looming down

Clouded thoughts, clouding my sight

Ten thousand pieces to a puzzle

Testing my ingenuity I’m mystified

Answers are near yet they elude me

Dreamscapes within a raging storm, as I

Embrace the calmness in the eye of chaos

I will extract every meaning

And I will remain

as I contemplate

—-to be cont’d